I know I haven't written in quite some time, but I didn't have much to write about. I was doing somewhat better, I was on my pain medication .&. it was helping. I went for a refill the second week of October where my doctor felt the need to put me on something else.
He said he wanted to try me on Tyenol #4 (are you F#*!&^$ kidding me..!?) LMAO.
If it were only that easy.
So he was taking me off of 8-24mg of hydromorphone and putting me on Tyenol #4, that was like a SLAP in the face!
Whatever. I tried it, knowing it wasn't going to work .&. it didn't! So last week I goto the doc for some ADHD medication called 'Adderal'.. I don't know if that is working or not.. anyways..
I told him that it wasn't working so he said he would try me on the BuTrans patch.. ok I thought I don't care what I'm on as long as it works!
The patch was 5mg lol you think he woulda known that is not going to help seems how before I was taking 16mg most of the time, 24 if it was really bad or 8 if not too bad!
I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED!!!
My pain was so bad last night that my BP was 143/118! I went to emerge and they told me it was a 6hr wait, I stayed for 2 hours then I had to leave cause I was becoming so cranky from the pain. I got some weed and smoked that and felt a bit better, I just hate smoking weed it makes me right paranoid depending who I'm around. Urghhh, I'm going to look for a new doctor, what that knows more about my pain and just doesn't think it's a joke!
