Arghhh!!

Ok so I finally got to the docs .&. got a prescription for this tropical cream.. I was really hopeful that it would work.. but it didn't..

It did nothing for me.. didn't numb it nothing.. so after a few day I went to the ER.

I seen a doctor there who told me that he would write a referral to try .&. get me in quicker to the specialist but that some of the doctors had left .&. are super busy trying to fit all the patients in. Other than that he gave me some demerol for the pain .&. told me if I start getting black spots on my hands or feet to come right back because that would be narcosis, which for those of you who don't know that means your skin in dying..

So yesterday was my first good day in over a week.. I went christmas shopping with my boyfriend for our daughter .&. I was pretty much 'pain .&. itch' free until we got to the hospital to visit my dad, then my feet started to get hot and kinda itchy..

I went home .&. cleaned my bathroom .&. mopped a bit then everything fell to shit again..

but so far this morning I'm ok,

so I will keep my fingers crossed!

I think I'm going to goto mom's for the day!

Wish me luck! xo